runs end, running doesn't

2012-01-31T01:35:00.001+08:00

Everytime before i slp, i inevitably think abt korea or jst gng overseas...

2012-01-30T01:17:00.001+08:00

One more thing. I have absolutely no regard for people who look down on others. It shows that they dont acknowledge diversity in the world is inevitable and in fact crucial for society to function. Not knowing this is plain foolishness and narcissism. People who are pretentious are totally off too.... So stop being like tht in front of me. I dont appreciate or get impressed one bit.

2012-01-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

Ive barely started out on life and i feel like giving up already. I dont wna try anymore, i dont wna care anymore... OhdearGod, why arent you here like you promised? :( Im so sick of the life im living now, of the situations i am in... I hate living the consequential life from past mistakes. I hate being stupid. And i hate that i know im inadequate......

2012-01-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Was watching sing-off which is a brillant singing contest!!very awesome talent (though they shldnt shout so much >.<). One grp lost and did one last perf before they left. It was a very gd perf not only bcos it was v diversified and showcased their talent amazingly; they sang w all their hearts, were smiling so brightly and jst enjoying themselves so much. I started recalling past talent shows i

2012-01-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

This was what i was thinking.......at janell's trackers inaugural concert thing just now. Firstly, i felt tt the acoustics of the room was amazing or tht the peoples concerted voices were exceptionally wonderful sounding. Secondly, i looked ard and saw broken but 'made conquerors in God's power' ppl. It led me to think abt rj where everyone is really smart and capable. So great are their talents

2012-01-10T00:43:00.001+08:00

I wonder if the guy at the bus felt what i felt for those brief moments too... Hahaha. Omg i sound so gross like those desperates on fb but....its not everyday, actly its nvr, tt i felt like this before... Heheheh~

2012-01-01T13:19:00.001+08:00

Haha , i spent last year's new year countdown at church. When the sermon was disrupted in anticipation of the new year, i rmb grabbing janells arm and telling her tt i was actly v scared to start the new year; my 2010 wasnt great, but it was good and tt was good enough for 365; i teared uncontrollably and said," im scared that 2011 wldnt be as good as 2010". And yea indeed the year proved my

I dreamt abt my future boyf

2011-12-23T09:51:00.001+08:00

So yes, i dreamt abt him! It was rly qte cute hahahaha okay and suddenly im thinking all of the ppl tt may drop by here occasionally so i shall stop here

2011-12-20T12:07:00.001+08:00

"you are responsible for your role in a relationship. How you respond to people > how people treat you. If you dont like the way someone treats you, then you change it. If you carry on with it, then youre telling that person its okay to treat you like that. It becomes your fault. If i did what i wanted instead of fretting about who would hate me as a result, then id be happier. At a basic level,

2011-12-01T20:17:00.001+08:00

I really dont need this now :((( my body feels so hot but my fingers and toes are so damn cold.... Feeling rather ache y all over too... And when i walk ard, i feel faint! I shld think im feeling feverish... Haha. Sucks that i can attribute these feelings to a cause :( shows tt im acquainted w sickness. I nvr fell sick for yearssss and jst this year alone i fell sick thrice!!!! Zzz :((

2011-11-25T04:05:00.002+08:00

'I'm one who believes in destiny and falling in love at first sight. Like when I'm in subways or standing at traffic junctions, I would get very nervous... Just in case I meet her.' - Kyuhyun :))this very aptly explains my nervous behaviour during the first moments when i first step onto unfamiliar ground! i'm not agreeing because of the guy...just in case YOU think so... haha..."... probably cos

2011-11-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

"for the first time in my life, i dont know what i am supposed to do." 'well, i suppose, for people to find out what they are meant to do, they need to realise that they dont know what to do with their life first'

2011-11-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

There was one training at macritchie on a Saturday morning. I checked my watch at the half way mark and realized that if I kept at my pace, I'd hit a pb. I was feeling strong and cld even push my pace. So my pb was broken by a fair bit. Fast forward into a few wks or mths, I had just came back from a hiatus. I was good enough to try a decent time but not good enough to challenge my pb. At some

2011-10-15T10:24:00.001+08:00

A dysfunctional family leads to bad upbringing of the children. That's it , do I want to bring people in to the world and jeopardize them ? Or is love all that is needed .

2011-10-12T01:10:00.003+08:00

they say that i'm alex's best friend. it really warmed my heart :) and made me proud that he treats me as a best friend...then i stop short in my tracks and wonder whether that was very sad cos alex is a rabbit..and hes prob my only best friend . hahai really like hangeng's look! lolllll v endearign like seulong. i rly dont rmb which guy has that look cos it looks v familiar. oh and, i like real

2011-10-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

sighhh...one week ago my life was as such:them: where do you study?me: sim-rmit, biz mgmt, major finance. i dno what i'm gna minor in...maybe HR or mtingnow;them: where do you study?me: (hmmm, i used to have a major in finance... but with the new system, i'm technically no longer a finance major...even though in reality, i still take finance as a major... i dont rly get the new system as well.

2011-10-06T11:01:00.002+08:00

just brisked through an article abt steve jobs.... i stopped after a while because i was too repulsed by the stuff that were reported on him. all said, he was a good man. just like the guy who passed on while on some national expedition (wht was his name agn ??) . and wo stevejobs, we wldnt be using apple and prob still living in the nokia era. this is sth he said that got to me :"Remembering

2011-10-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

the older we get, the less we write.DAMN IT! WHAT A TERRIBLE REVELATION :( I SHALL WRITE WRITE WRITE WRITE TDY

2011-09-25T12:34:00.001+08:00

Gna officially start at one...

2011-09-24T01:48:00.001+08:00

Nothing much tdy cos i slept practically the whole day away.. Saw a tall angmoh tdy w rly defined cheekbones but is extra skinny. Bit my tongue during dinner haha ok Most precious moment of the day came 6.45 hrs within the day. I was still slping. Ryan was changed and was lazing on e bed i was. It was either due to his presence or all of the shouting ard tt i woke up...and i woke up to ryans

2011-09-22T01:43:00.001+08:00

Oh and i watched crazy stupid love, the movie ive been anticipating for a while naoooo. Mmm, its ok.... But one thing isrsly cldnt help noticing was tht jojo and rum laughed simultaneously at sooo many times. Noticed it more when i didnt find certain parts funny and they did ..hahaha. It wasnt a v good movie anw... Jst ok... My fave part was when the mum called the dad aft she got the kids

:)))

2011-09-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

Ok as of ytd, i complete 2/3 of my projs for this sem. So first part of tdy was meant t be a celebration! :) and this day rly was a brillant one. Rly glad tt my expectations didnt kill it :) heres why : 1 watched a movie! 2 bought the BREAKFAST AT TIFFANYS cd o.o it was e first time i bought sth so quickly despite its price and wo mths of deliberation 3 drank eskimo!!!:))) 4 ate yami yoghurt! A

The recent race

2011-09-19T14:32:00.001+08:00

I dont intend to reflect now.. But reading all those stuff rly makes me reconsider my mentality tt day and what racing rly means.. This rly reminds me of sec sch days. All the emotional support and endless hours of conversations about the race before and aft it even. Hahaha random photo taken oneday whn i was at nus

2011-09-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

OMG. Blogger expanding to into the applr industry is AWESOMEEE. Love this!:)) I wish i nvr liked liverpool haha.... Yeah we had good times...but its been bad for pretttty long now :(

2011-09-15T23:29:00.001+08:00

Im either being too sensitive or i really dont like being part of a rumour/gossip/scandal. Wtv you call it. Lollll

2011-09-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

Errors are inevitable in races. So dont be disheartened if you feel tired halfway. :) I like how he dismisses tiredness as a mistake. (Y) Also rmb how squek wld remind us "fast and relax". An oxymoron but so indeed true. And tng's pma. :)

2011-09-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

Had a brillant trng session tdy ! :) was feeling strong whoopie. But my legs are aching nw. GD ACHE tho. Tired but happy :)

2011-09-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

I wrote this t my sister once. I dont know rmb whr the hell it came from. Haha. "dont worry for the race. You aren't being held at gun point, you aren't starving with four kids to feed, you arent running from a war stricken place. You are just running 2 laps of a track with a bunch of other girls to challenge your limits...for fun. So go out there, have fun and do your best. :)"I was reminded of

2011-09-09T08:35:00.002+08:00

For years ive been in the pursuit of knowing God's plan for me.. Knowing my purpose in life.. Finding out what God has installed for my life and what im meant to do/live for. It had gotten to the point where i was so desperate to know tht not possessing such knowledge broke me down and caused me to toss it away. I was reading an article tdy abt The origins of humans (updated tdy) and was reminded

2011-09-09T02:19:00.002+08:00

Cos i told myself to jst accept any and everyone on fb, i feel tht my privacy has been robbed of me. Twitter wise to... Ok maybe not robbed, but i just feel so conscience typing anything there! Id feel like im trying t attract attention or sth.. :/ so therefore im back here to my ole trusty "rawkwivme" hahaha. Am trying to do a 2hrs nap, 2hrs read my stuff till tuition at 10 hopefully. 4 hrs of

2011-08-10T00:43:00.001+08:00

i wish that i knew the words to say..

2011-07-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

I wake up to your sunset,and it's driving me mad.~ nice song ! rly like the lyrics too. v nicely crafted out. AND THE MUSIC VIDEO <3333 HAHAHA. the airport scene is frigging awesome. love it !!anw, when i was teaching my kids ytd, and asking for responses (the kids like to compete to raise their hands) , i was suddenly hit w the image of sunita kumar and tukil sitting atop a rock while i was

2011-07-26T06:12:00.002+08:00

I cant slp.... Wpke up ard 535 am and been hanging ard since. Hahah omgggg. Why why why. Im afraid id be tired ltr :( and my tooth hurtsssss. :((( owwww :(

2011-07-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

i've alr proclaimed so on fb... but i've to do it here agn for record purposes heh.TODAY, i had my first lecture on OT. organisational theory. i enjoyed myself TTM!! i was on the edge of my seat almost the entire time (partly due to the the tall guy in front of me that kept blockign my view too) . simply put, i was HOOKED. and i did not even feel the slightest sleepiness the entire time :) cant

2011-07-25T01:46:00.004+08:00

if roles were reversed, i'd be a knight to you. i'd be your prince.my emotions were raging tdy. irrationally and terribly. but even nw tht i'm ok, i still think tht i'm not being too sensitive to think tht you're angry at me. or so it seems. your behaviour towards me now is rly horrid.and to make matters worse, it affects me a lot. i hate tht it affects me... i shall jst attribute it to studying

2011-07-11T15:16:00.003+08:00

choosing to be a runner is choosing a lifestyle and not a sport.so true! zz. bored bored bored. and super tired so i dont feel energetic enough to go out :( or do anything :(

2011-07-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

I explained to my sis abt a state tht i can get into in great detail, in the most accurate measure through words once. I was in the zone! Now i am not in the zone, so i cant explain it... ButI am in that state again. So, tdy was tough. Surprisingly though, i dont feel it when i run. Running makes me more alive than in my resting state. Am on a mission to be a gd friend. In aero's words : you shld

2011-07-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

I was once told that if i committed a mistake once, it aint my fault; i just havent mastered the adequate skills. If the same mistake is committed a second time, maybeee i need more time. The third time, i really need more time. But if it happens over and over and over again, it shld be pretty obvious tht im the problem. Sucks :/ im worth nth but i dont know why i expect people to treat me

2011-07-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

I am alone now. Im free to do wtv i want, walk ard naked even...cos i just asked for help. HahI may be in committing the same "sin" nw but at least i will do my best to make up for it ltr. Haha. For now, im nt giving up hope for thats all i have left in the world. Comeon rafaaaa

2011-07-02T01:59:00.002+08:00

I was reading through my old notebooks. I realised that many of the things i struggle w now, i also struggled with when i was 15. I overcame them during the course of my life, but ultimately . Those problems went one full circle and im taunted by them agn :/Exact same fears.. Almost written down in the exact same manner. Can i still be the same innocent, vulnerable girl i was 6 years ago? :/ Go

2011-06-29T22:33:00.001+08:00

i have nothing much to say today except;PLEASEeeeee, PLEASE.....please take care of your teeth :'(i went to the dentist tdy and....and it was hell :((( i wanted to cry..but i was too in pain to cry!! i dno how i can be friends with raechelle koh xin ru aft she grads frm dentistry........Anw, random buttttt . I just rmbed tht otw back frm nepal, i watched the sunset. And saw stars tht were right

2011-06-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

Will he love you like I loved you?Will he tell you every day?Will he make you feel like you're invincibleWith every word he'll say?Can you promise me if this was right,Don't throw it all away?Can you do all these things?Will you do all these thingsLike we used to...

2011-06-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

i am gonna talk abt 3 particular incidents ;1) recently, i went for my dad's poly friend's bday party. i met uncle's two kids-boy and girl-, of whom, i vaguely rmb mtg in pri sch. ANYWAY, the thing is, we were having a nice atas dinner at this restaurant. the prawns tht were being served were left in abundance probably cos not many wanted to dirty their fingers. boy came over to our table and

2011-06-23T03:41:00.002+08:00

Jst watched something borrowed. I still dont find the guy good looking haha. Rly dno what jiji sees in him :p the rship btwn the two best girlfriends rly reminds me of my rship w jiji. Like how one isthe spokesperson for both, how one person makes the decision for both, how one always gives in to the other, how one dominates and thr othrr submits ; yet the rship is still v loving and both still

2011-06-20T00:05:00.002+08:00

1) and foremost, i rly dont like it that mediacorp doesnt place much emphasis on masterchef! :((( masterchefs next episode is delayed agn by a week....zzzzz :((( sian ttm!!! Anw i rly love masterchef. And tbh, i dont rmb e winner tho ive been told before. So... :) GO LEE!!!!!2) been standing ard ALOT for work and i think my bad knee is kinda inflammed or swollen or sth :/ :( i have to limp a bit

2011-06-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

"Anw wa rj rocks cause when i have a problem, all the rj ppl will rack their brains to solve it" -jenny. Aww maaaan. Rly miss this aspect of raffles so much :( ive been craving for deep/intellectual talk for years now... The last was prob w fang recently, which was one sided and...lasted for five min only :/ thankfully sim ,yes sim, has A FEW ppl who like t engage in such conversations :) Started

2011-06-16T00:17:00.004+08:00

Not been writing since i came back because i felt tt the 3 trips (nepal, aonang, msia) were too precious memories to try to be penned down.... But not writing will just cause these memories to fade and be a part of my blurry past .Nepal was 10days of....great self discovery. It was not as impactful as great; the experience was subtle yet strong. Nepal did not pt out to me the aspects of my life

2011-06-07T00:49:00.002+08:00

Three seconds i did what i did, i realised the severity of my actions. But things tt happen, ppls actions , sometimes are not too dramatic. Sometimes thrs a reason fortheir big rxn. Maybe its sth tt happened before, maybe thrs sth in the persons heart tt you nvr noticed. So even tho i realised how rude and terrible i was, i wanted to run into his arms and sob uncontrollably as how i imagined i

2011-06-06T21:58:00.001+08:00

Oh! I think the reason ive been feeling so hungry at 10pm these days is bcos for the past 10days i had been having dinner at 10pm sg time. Hahaha (nepal is 2hrs slower) ! Ahhh zzz :( hungryhungry and fat. )Zzz room s rly messy !

2011-06-04T03:43:00.002+08:00

Im off to bangkok. AND SINCE NO ONE COMES HERE OFTEN (its a cue not t mock wht im gna say haha), i cried otw home. I was so upset i just plonked myself on e floor at tried to slp while training. I was so excited abt gng back cos the prospect of seeing my family at the airport was too heartwarming. Nvr in my wildest dreams did i imagine tt my entire family wld PANGSEH me. Ultimate la. Thanks......

2011-05-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

So anyway.... I just completed two books, two of my friend's jc lit texts....Brave new world and Disgrace, chronogically. I rly dno how to put wtv is swimming , or rather, struggling in my mind. Im having a lot of thoughts in regards to the main themes brought up in both books. I feel too incoherent in my thoughts tt i dont even know how to express myself. Its gta do with life& death , that i can

2011-05-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

While baking.... Which i must say made me feel so domesticated haha. Even cooked my own lunch , which aint maggi mee for a change, and sewed my own accessory on this CUTE lil hat i got. Ok SO ANWI was thinking of a scenario:*ps these two ppl are platonic friends !*girl and boy playfully (or not) argue with each other & friends are in their presence observing* suddenly some joker will cut in and "

2011-05-14T13:20:00.002+08:00

Though hope is frail, it's hard to killbeautiful song!! rly wish i stayed on in the canteen during youth camp to watch it with the kids.... :)

2011-05-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

Random : i dno why i insist on snapping away furiously when im in the presence of a wondrous sight. 1) i wldnt be able to fully bask in the beauty of the situation im put in 2 the pics dont do any justice t wht i wld be looking atAnyway ive mastered G, C and E on the guitar :)) whoopie! Sian prob gna take my jabs tmr.....I dont like coming home late haha. Tdy was the FIRST time i met a couple of

2011-05-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

I dno why im so angst these days....... Quarrelled with dad. Shouted at mum just now.... Ok. Im not more angst now. Im just less cool and less controlled. Its like im bcming more immatured. I used to be able to hold in my anger very well... Now when the urge comes to raise my voice at someone else, i just do it. Im bcming less aware of my speech as well.i dno how many times i had to stop myself

2011-05-09T14:00:00.001+08:00

Watched a mothersday dedication special on tv. Soooo cute. It was of getting ppl to stand in front of a board and give a dedication t their mum :) most of the msges were similar "i love you mum. Youre the best. Thanks for cooking for me. Thanks for everything. I wish you good luck and good health...." awww. Even tho so many ppl said the same thing , each one held a different story yknow?:) This

2011-05-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

Im watching this show. And at this point, the situation makes me feel so perplexed.. And it reminded me of the past kinda :/ of being lied to and hurting from it.. Of believing tt what the other party is saying is not true because of what happened frm the past, yet believing because those words are coming straight from the horse's mouth. It was painfully torturous to endure... Three years on and

2011-05-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

"ah, why am i even bothering"exactly.. why do i even care? :// i dont have to, and i dont need to, and moreover, i dont want to anymore. yep.. it's tiring. maybe it's easier to let go ?which is like giving up. but sometimes giving up seems less tiring than trying to do something abt it. ha haaanyway its been bloody hot these few days! i'm perpetually coated with a layer of perspiration or sth

2011-05-08T09:24:00.002+08:00

Ytd was the BESTTTTTTT BEST BEST BEST BEST post exams celebration tt i cld ever hv asked for in life!!!!!! My THREE huge ass blisters are jst a small price t pay. It was so epic when Thriller jst ended. Mav instantly turned to us and exclaimed "is there Meet and Greet session??" haha! -//haw haw. You also not ard how to celebrate . I dont even feel like i need to do anything. I dont even feel the

2011-05-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

So here is how things went for hmt.. I was rly spent since having tt extremely prody day at nus! So spent till now k! Lollll. So ytd, all i cld summon of myself was to study my last three chpts hmt and tts it. I studied those till 7pm k -.- which is a rly long time jsyk. I thought of taking a break till aft noose but hahaha i dragged along.. By 1230am i figured i wasnt gna study at all so i

2011-05-03T10:41:00.002+08:00

3weeks of not visiting grannys. she called ytd! hahaha. and we had a short chat abt stuff... stuff like, how we miss each other.. abt the upcoming hols in june!!!!!!!!!!!.. her nagging me to study hard.. abt politics, leekuanyew in particular.. and just etc lah. it was a reaalllly nice chat. i mean, it was perfect! haha, i wanted a phone call...(its not the best form of communication..but i was

2011-05-02T00:46:00.002+08:00

My iphone cover is disintegrating..., give it two weeks and im gna hafta hold it tgt w a rubber band.... Nt much done tdy lawlzx nuts la :/ :(

2011-04-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

I miss :The wanted... They were so whacky and full of f it rly jst reminds me tt life doesnt need to be THAT serious.. Im young and shld be allowed to do whatever stuff i want no matter how dumb.. And tt i rly dont need to give a shit abt what judgement may me passed agnst me. In fact the more the btr, cos tt means im rly living life exactly how i want, however agnst the norm it is! ^^ i used to

2011-04-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

Officious is the new word learnt today. (Y) i like it. Ytd was an awesomeday of studying but tdy.. Bad... Plus my head feels rly groggy :/ its only 1030 but i am Good Game alr..... Yea so ill jst go and slp. Haha. I rly dont push myself much huh :/ still cant decide what t wear tmr for church anni celebration!! Sucks cos i mgt end up jst throwing some rubbish on.. Aka wasting a good event for an

2011-04-30T00:42:00.003+08:00

Haha I RLY FEEL SO ENERGETIC NW. ok nt as excited as i sound, but i feel awake enough....to studyyyyyy somemoreeee! Gimme gimme gimme more gimme more. But its 00:50 so i shld slp ASAP so tt i can wake up early tmr t cont. FOR THE FIRST TIME, i slp at 1, woke up at 830 went t nus t study w shark and joey. Omg. Nvr once , up till 1130, have i felt e slightest bit of tiredness. I am in extreme awe

2011-04-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

Im running out of patience, tired of imitations.. Im looking for someone to replace your heart. Everyone i talk to is just another not youMakes me want to ???-i dno whats wrong w me............ Ha haaaa maybe im looking too hard for something to sweep me off my feet to a white dashing horse. And i will ride off into the sunset and leave all e rubbish behind .Watched Mulan today w leonglings' ahma

2011-04-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

I ve a paper tmr which ive barely read on. But. Im tired. Ha. Gd night world. Feel like .....calling this certain someone nw but it doesnt mean anyth at all but im so id give e wrong idea so ....itll be like that. Hawhaw sianzx tiredddd

2011-04-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

HERE JST TO SAY TT... I BATHED THREE TIMES TDY... HAHAHHAH..AND TT OMG TTLY NOT USED TO THE SIM CANTEEN SMELL I HATE THE SMELL!!!! :((( AND IT STUCK W ME THRU E PAPER... AND NOW.... ZZZZWHAT ELSE , HMMM HAHA I DNO... JUST TT, IM QTE DISAPPOINTED... YOU DONT SEEM TO BE TAKING THIS SERIOUSLY AND IVE BEEN CONSIDERING SINCE QTE A FEW INCIDENTS BACK WHETHER TO GO DOWN.. I DONT WNA TRAVEL ALL E WAY

2011-04-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

HAHA 913 rocks...

2011-04-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

OH AND I MET A FELOOW TW FAN TDY :DDDD omgg!!!!!! :)))))) i rly wanted to give her a hug and have dinner w her and talk abt tw all the way!!!

2011-04-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

You rly are oblivious arent you.. You dont get it huh, srsly? What youre asking of me is like asking me to help you find love when what i yearn for , is your affection.. Cant you see it? Is it not obvious enough? Its bad enough tt youre doing this in front of my sorry eyes, and it takes so much of me to just..ignore it and accept it.. Thats what love is rgt, choosing the best for the person to be

2011-04-23T23:29:00.004+08:00

Omg. Head feels so heavy and droopy and dense ....... Feels so clouded :/ even my vision is clouded... Sighh been feeling so since i woke up frm my nap ( aft white chicks!!) . How how how t study zz and i feel like i need a bathe nw lol. Been bathing so often. And staying home a lot lately. Zzz. Lacks social interaction maybe..And so she stuffs herself w , unworthy food. Like maggi mee cos she

2011-04-23T02:49:00.002+08:00

Just came back frm my first midngt movie! And possibly second (or third) nc16 movie hahahh. One day i need to give a good proper review on this movie . To someone tt will truly be interested to discuss it or even jst here. Lolz........ ://// x( ughhh. Hah. What a crazy show !!! But to anyone tts reading this and decide to watch sanctum, plzzz dont get ur hopes high! Every movie exp is different

2011-04-22T03:27:00.002+08:00

Arhhhh :( :/ !!!! Mixed upside down. Ha haaaaa :| i wonder whether sth like tt will ever happen. Will happily ever after rly be a reality for any? Is it jst the twists of e show or is this how i rly feel . Haha :/ (actly i do hv a friend of similar character..) BUT. thing is, ahhhhh. Im addicted haha. Atleast i cld stop myself. Darn. Super lil done tdy . . .Whats your passion?

2011-04-20T09:00:00.003+08:00

Kinda sucks that im suffering through this alone... Its actly rly tiring leh :/ i slept in when i was supposed to do sm strengthenings this morning.. Im gng to nus nw to study w some friends. (ive no sim cmates to complain abt studying with. I dont even know if im on track or anything) and i need to get a lot done cos i got distracted ytd and my eork load is piled up for tdy haha. And i hv to go

2011-04-18T21:05:00.001+08:00

I hope a tub of ice cream OR YOGHURT ( >.< !!!!) will magically appear in my freezer ^^ haagen daaz wld be THE BOMB LA SRSLYYZXZXZZZZ hahahahh

2011-04-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

"i wish i am his happiest hello and hardest goodbye"What a painfully nice quote-y ! The picture was v nice too :) but its either mw being a realist..or that statement is too self-centred.. Because boys will nvr settle for only one person/thing to give him great satisfaction ,not in e sexual way but in e pure sense..then agn haha it actly works for both la :xWanted to ask how it cld be told tt

2011-04-17T09:21:00.001+08:00

IM UP FOR CHURCH (Y)

2011-04-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

"do you know something?Do you know that I love her? I love her because it has been so long . Will you tell her that for me?"Ive come to a point in time where ive seen guy friends dressed up but not so many times till it has no effect on me. Its rly nice bcos it makes me feel so proud of them tt theyve grown up. Its such a sad thought huh. Singaporeans are rly ___. :/ i have this impression tt

2011-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

Nvr studied for the past three days........ Zzzz. But tdys race was . Whoa. Awesome leh. I dont even know benjamin but my respect for him is so immense and the pride i felt for him when he crossed e line! Actly no matter what position those two boys got on my side , both ran an insanely good race.. Their guts , their courage.. Whoa sheer human spirit at its raw form . I shall jst stop here cos no

2011-04-12T21:04:00.001+08:00

Killer day became awkward :/ why do i attract weird ppl lolStudied w queen tdy! Whoa felt so pressurised hahah"Eh i'm sorry.. I believe you shouldn't let anyone restrict e things you wanna do.. Like if you wanna smoke just smoke. So wadever your next step is just be selfish n think for yourself for one moment?"-kw. ONLY w kw la actly hahah. His sister is sooo different frpm him, which is good btw

2011-04-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

I slept for 11 hrs..... Then aft being awake for 5hrs, i took another 2hr nap till now :/ zzzz why am i so lazy or tired!!! :( i kept waking up in the middle of my nap (i was studying haha) but i jst didnt have enough energy t get me out of bed and went back t slp :(((

2011-04-10T14:08:00.003+08:00

3 thigns :1) when boys have their boys talk, girls shld NVR ever have to hear it. hahha. a bunch of them were talking before - and i was the only girl ard. so anyway corn was gna put braces on and random was talking to him abt itrandom: so you have a girlfriend?corn: yesr: then too bad alr lah, cannot kiss for one weekc: yea lor... no ,wait. actually can kiss lah but no tongueok thanks haha2) I'M

2011-04-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

I think i see e meaning of :if theres nth you are willing to die for, life is not worth livingWatching passion of christ agn for the second time, it brought back two intellectual points1 i was reminded of this movie was one of the "stuff" tt helped me in my most passionate year of rship w God2 i am starting t see more of the jews pov and reason tt they condemn christ. (but of course i dont agree

2011-04-08T09:43:00.002+08:00

I was lying on bed wide awake last night (at 1am.... way past my bed time!!). And tbh, i did wonder whether any spirits enter my body or anything cos i went to shao mu with my grandma and it was super damn hot and i was perspiring like nobody's bizes...and she asked me to 'baibai' to my granddad's grandfather and i rly didnt know how to reject her so i did it. BUT ANW, while lying on my bed, this

2011-03-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

顺筌 says: what hap last week why so fun tiffany says: I HAD THE CAR.... so it was v convenient to leave (dad went usa) a lot of things ah 顺筌 says: no leh i saw dear daniel in churchon sunday tell me bout all this tings tiffany says: he came back on sat! shucks i cant rly rmb hahaha wait hmmm monday i went to mark's hse to himym.. then movie at night (battle: los angeles) tues went for trng in

2011-03-23T01:27:00.001+08:00

ARRRRRRSHHH :( (hahaha) been trying to replace my old blogskin with a newer one.... but i ttly dno all these template settings rubbish :( i copy and paste alr and all that comes out are letters and numbers ^ 9432803982. lady A: need you now

2011-03-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

Whats the opposite of love?No its not hate, its indifference.What happens when you pack reciprocation of love?You hurt.What drives out hurt?I learnt it today, and its a sure way...Fear drives out hurt. Putting yourself in the unknown. Then your thoughts will be tainted with the fear for survival. And you wont be able t dwell in your hurt. And you will forget abt it.

2011-03-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

Sophia: Amazing freakin blog here. I almost cried while reading it!one of the tags. HAHA aww thanks ^^ heheh .LOL who the heck are you now . that psalmist person .... -.-

2011-03-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

VERSE 1:Because I'm so stupid and such a foolMy eyes don't see nobody but youEven though I know you love someone elseYou could never know the pain that I feltOh oh ohVERSE 2:You probably never think of me at allAnd I know we have no memoriesBut the one who really wants you is meIn the end only my tears will fallBRIDGE 1:I stay, you walk awayI stand back, watching you day by dayYou can't see that

2011-03-17T23:52:00.004+08:00

i've mastered the art of 'switching off' this emotion, of this kind of pain. it was almost instantaneous i almost couldn't believe it. just one question, why do people like to bring up death? is it meant as a threat, as a reminder for people to love them more?i am always so resolved to prove that it will be the worst decision of your life by destroying myself bit by bit in front of your very own

2011-03-15T00:05:00.003+08:00

Jiggles and I were talking .. Ok I'm lazy to delete. Refresh ahhahaJiggles was educating me ,AgNNnn~~ yes wtv :p, abt twitter. So anyway tdys twitter lesson was on searching for famous ppls' twitter accts. we decided to try justin bieber cos he's young. When we typed his name, a whole list of Justin bieber accts appeared and I was ttly omg how to know which one..!! @_@ but jiggles just calmly

2011-03-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

Lyrics:[1st Verse] You said things you're gonna regret, and I.I know I will never forget the way, I felt that day.I'm never gonna second guess that, little voice in the back of my head, it's true. (I know it's true.)It was right about you.[Pre-Chorus] 'cause I've given you too many chances.Now it's time for me to take a stand.[Chorus] 'cause it's my way, or the highway.(Never gonna change for you

2011-03-10T01:43:00.003+08:00

is it something i must get used to... =/anyway i got accepted to go nepalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll :)))sigh tngt is horrid.quoting syoung, i need some happy musikkk :(

2011-03-07T18:00:00.001+08:00

nth much just that linkin park is gracing f1's race on 25th sept!!!!!!!!!! omgggg. honestly i rather go for that than for switchfoot >.

2011-03-05T00:55:00.003+08:00

I.....I.... I....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEE! x(i dont give a POOP about whether singapore is equitable in the way it's being run... what i care about is whether the systems in place are GOOD for the nation or not, whether her people are NOT put at a disadvantaged. who cares about what is 'FAIR'?who even decides what is fair??? do you think freedom of speech means that singapore is EQUITABLE?! (ok

2011-03-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

i've a busy day tdy.... TOO BZ TO SAY WHAT!! HAHAHA

2011-02-24T12:34:00.001+08:00

She's on the way... And she's getting here as fast as she can.

2011-02-21T18:36:00.003+08:00

-OMGGGG i wna watch titantic and matrix and disney shows...... :((( i miss hercules and little mermaid and beauty and the beaust amongst others...-Rabbit: studytimtam says:but dadddddzzzRabbit says:hahahayou call every guy bro and dad you're never gna get a boyfriend HAHAHA! i was trying not to stare jst now at lunch but i saw how rabbit was so easy with the other gurls and i was thinking to

2011-02-15T23:46:00.004+08:00

i reaaaaaaaaaaally dont feel like doing it now. but i know i have to. plus, it's 2 more days!! so i MUST persevere. okies. i'm gna bathe, be so ever refreshed and chiong my proj. i will slp by 2am. yepoh and my phone.......... :(((( the protector screen is horridly screwed up (ugh stupid ghost itchy hands of past :( !!) and blue skin is looking rly dirty x( plus ppl KEEP PULLING BLUE SKIN!!!it