Wednesday, November 11, 2009
11/11/2009 12:18:00 PM
after having it hit me so near to home many times, i question whether i have grown used to it, to the idea of death. yet i dont know what to say anymore to those affected. it's like i lost hope in life after that
whoa and last night was damn shit "emo" session man. in school, i let down myself, my friends and my teachers. out of sch, i thought that since i dont do shit, i let down only myself. but last night, it came to light of the many people i have let down this year. esp the ahmas. and i dont know what to do about it...and i dont dare to do anything abt it. like now i just avoid and not go there then i not put it uncomfortable position. but the exact opposite is what i wanted to bring to them. hope, love and concern that may seem neglected to them. :(
and sam. aaaaaaaahhhhh. it is so bad. like maybe i could have done more?could have showed more concern, be more strict with my lifestyle? pray more then God will honour everybody including, ESPECIALLY, her????haha. shit. then i sent her an emo sms at 1am cos i didnt know who else to turn to and i had to voice all my pent up emotions. i really feel like i let her down... like theres a possibility that my failure was brought on to hers also cos i nvr seek forgiveness and cleansing of the soul. hahahaha lol arrrrgh.
what abraham said on the church blog really spoke depth to me. that even if we dont care abt the harm we inflict to ourselves, our actions (to him,sin) affect others also. and that is damn sick. worst punishment to be penalised upon.
i watched liverpool replay against bgham. walao we played damn @#*()! well lah. shitsssss.i dont really have much urge to curse other teams already. i just want us to pick ourselfs up and show the world what we are really worth. we are so much more than it seems.
damn. samantha visting tmr again lol. what am i gng to do :(
at least i can look forward to track trng tmr yay
Saturday, November 07, 2009
11/07/2009 04:20:00 PM
whoa. the reason the liverpool ___ started
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZqJ58GxagA&NR=1&feature=fvwq
(1.35 damn touching)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dbGNgeMLH4
alonso's 70yard goal. better than david b's .....!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScZFq4WId24&feature=related
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
10/27/2009 02:10:00 PM
If i walk, would you run?If i stop, would you come?If i say you're the one, would you believe me?If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.The world is catching up to youWhile you're running away to chase your dreamIt's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to changeAnd maybe i'm not readyChorusBut I'll try for your loveI can hide up aboveI will try for your loveWe've been hiding enoughIf i sing you a song, would you sing along?Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pullIf i give you my heart, would you just play the partOr tell me it's the start of something beautiful.Am i catching up to you?While your running away to chase your dreamsIt's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to changeAnd maybe i'm not readyChorusBut I'll try for your loveI can hide up aboveI will try for your loveWe've been hiding enoughI will try for your loveI can hide up aboveIf i walk would you runIf i stop would you comeIf i say you're the one would you believe me i like fame leh. the talent so raw. anyways congrats to liverpool. hahah rachel is a convert ;) yes. we did damn well man. i dno wht happened to manure cos liverpool just took my breath and attention away. but thanks . last sunday go catholic church service for first time. it was damn nice even though i watch the service from a tv screen ._. the whole feeling it gave me was like thad's service kind . dno what about it lah oh ya. my first movie without my parents was the italian job. and.it was a #(@) good show.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
10/22/2009 03:27:00 PM
12yrs drummer bgt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfoAWZMGeVg&feature=rec-LGOUT-real_rev-rn-HM
10/22/2009 03:10:00 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1h52vnsQ00&feature=fvw
10/22/2009 12:59:00 PM
WHAT THE HELL. the next available driving slots are in january 2010!??! shit man. i forgot holiday time the people go crazy over driving... anyways i am getting pro er at driving. is quite fun. but i must still work on my braking.damn disgusting.
on that note, i told pa i got a surprise for him. which reminds me to say, daddy is a damn good person to pull tricks on. because he wont probe to ask what it is. he will just live life normally and find out. he last time try to teach me how to reverse out of parking lot (which is not the normal kind.is sing-eh kind that even my xiaoshu cant do properly XP) then he got scream shout bang the car hit my head for. but. today when he ask me go collect something frm the car, i decided to show him that i can do it. and i did it! on first try . no need for going forward then back then forward then back again...etc. just once. and i checked, it was beautiful. then i left the car there in the sorching sun , it so happens got no shade there. so when he leave home, he will walk to his car in the sun, and be damn pissed off the car is so damn hot. but he will rmb that it was ME who drove the car there and he will be so proud of me i aint a 'typical girl driver'. so he will be so angry and hot yet happy and proud of me. LOL damn fun.
last night i dreamt that ahma died. damn shit scary. and i rmb blaming myself for getting so close to her.
i borrowed the switchfoot cd for the week and its so nice.
i dno how to burn so i will youtube them LOL
dare you to move http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQX9krZ23B0
meant to live (omg acoustic live : )http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmmW6HSlhMA
stars http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t90B_SRY4Wg
oh!gravity http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-sqZa9j76M
this is home http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0ykm1v9xbU&feature=fvst
learning to breathe
awakening
this is your life
on fire
only hope
dirty second hands
love is the movement
company car
lonely nation
the shadow proves the sunshine
concrete girl
twenty-four
the beautiful letdown
lazy to check up the rest on youtube. here is try by asher book again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_BGRIrMUzY wootszxxxc
Sunday, October 18, 2009
10/18/2009 01:13:00 AM
go watch .goal by balloon.liverpool vs sunderland. NICE shit. things really can get worse hahah
10/18/2009 01:05:00 AM
owl city fireflies
You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
lit up the world as i fell asleep
cos they'd fillt he open air
and leave teardrops everywhere
you'd think me rude
but i would just stand and stare
(chorus)
i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay
awake when i'm asleep
cos everything is never as it seems
cos i'd get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
asthey tried to teach me how to dance
a foxtrot above my head
a sock hop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(chorus)
leave my door open just a crack
*(please take me away from here)
cos i feel like such an insomniac
*
why do i tire of counting sheep
*
when im far too tired to fall asleep
to ten million fireflies
i'm weird cos i hate goodbyes
i got misty eyes as they said farewell
but i'll know where several are
if my dreams get real bizarre
cos i saved a few and i keep them in a jar
(chorus)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw
500days of summer. interesting stuff. and i think i am finally interested enough to watch sister's keeper. janell say it is good story
Monday, October 12, 2009
10/12/2009 06:19:00 PM
"Noah was lucky since he had frequent visitors but too many of the others spent their days watching television to escape the loneliness of their final years."
then i went to pick ryan up and the kids were watching tv too cos i think the teacher finish teaching them alr then they waiting go home. i told janell my interesting observant observation then she said "they grow up watching tv and they die watching tv" .quite sad seh .but like that is the way it just is lah.
goign for some driving stimulator lesson tmr! quite excited leh. some sir talk abt it like some video car driving thing machiam daytona or what .yet i dont think is lah since none of my friends ever mentioned abt it before...which reminds me what a sad pathetic social life i have x_x hah. not that i am complaining. i got my hand of trusty friends whom i am v happy with.
which remidns me someone is coming back!!!!!!!!! i cant say in case her other friend comes then spoil the surprise hahah what are the odds .raechelle pokfulam is coming bacccccccckkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited. which damn as laosai reminsd me that i need to go back rjc to talk to luke .... zzz stupid mistake i made at 16years old -.- i hope i dont see mk..
oh ya also i want to talk abt a dream i got 2 nights ago. i finally can logicalise why i screwed up a levels. wah my dream really sucked man because of the struggle i was in but when i woke up i realised that it had always been so. i stopped COMPLETELY doing tutorials in june j1. (i unofficially stopped aft 1st 3mths) then i just didnt bother .for promos i conc on math so i got my A and was good. then in j2, i tried doing but damn tough lah cos the topics more or less intertwined so if i want to start i knew i needed to start back from j1 topic 1 for chem physics and econs. on top of my current stuff. sound damn daunting so i keep procrastinating and all that shit then just didnt do at all lah . so liek that , i go into the exam halls soaking up the smartness of the top students in singapore,get stunned by qns i always saw in tutorials with no ans from me but teachers and peers, and look out at the window. (it was always fascinating to do so. cos here we are inside a room and everybody arnd are chionging their ass off and writing like dno what in some piece of paper to be flown to cambridge so that our destinies can be determined...all the while people outside are gng abt their normal lives- keeping the streets clean, driving off to lunch or a meeting or wht. the comparison intrigued me)
so there. i am resting like i always have for the past few years just that now i got no label of "school" to have an excuse for as such . except that :" aiyah my alevels damn lousy. yes rj damn smart but i not smart"
i am not complaining .just saying so !
i look 16,17 years old..12years even to someone that lives with me. and i am not taken seriuosly. but i dont give a shit anyway ^^
Saturday, October 10, 2009
10/10/2009 09:54:00 PM
it is painful to let go but it hurts more to hold on.
why does things always turn out wrong :(
Thursday, October 08, 2009
10/08/2009 02:16:00 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_BGRIrMUzY
10/08/2009 01:41:00 AM
how is it that....zzzzrah. damn it. i must stop this shit right .i think even the people arnd me are getting pissed off for dwelling over this for so long. hahah did something this morning that i shldnt have. but i guess without even that, i will still feel that they think so lah.
but i must say from this i learn to depend on my friends more yet be more independent as a girl.
Dear John was a nice story. i was very moved by the story. maybe a bit too affected also lah walao haha .
today i saw a old woman sit alone in a restaurant, dress richly those kind, and ordered pasta and some chicken meat thing. remind me of last time when i looked around the scenarios in hogsbreath and sakuraya. heart wrenching. i dno why everytime i see such thing i feel like crying
Friday, October 02, 2009
10/02/2009 01:30:00 PM
this is a chain mail but it is so funny!!LOL... i got tricked.
It's an old story that we read in Class 3 but with a new ending.
A hat-seller who was passing by a forest decided to take a nap under one of the trees, so he left his whole basket of hats by the side. A few hours later, he woke up and realized that all his hats were gone. He looked up and to his surprise, the tree was full of monkeys and they had taken all his hats.
The hat seller sits down and thinks of how he can get the hats down. While thinking he started to scratch his head. The next moment, the monkeys were doing the same. Next, he took down his own hat, the monkeys did exactly the same. An idea came to his mind* He took his hat and threw it on the floor and the monkeys did that too. So he finally managed to get all his hats back.
Fifty years later, his grandson, Sukhwinder, also became a hat-seller and had heard this monkey story from his grandfather. One day, just like his grandfather, he passed by the same forest. It was very hot, and he took a nap under the same tree and left the hats on the floor.
He woke up and realized that all his hats were taken by the monkeys on the tree.
He remembered his grandfather's words, started scratching his head and the monkeys followed. He took down his hat and fanned himself and again the monkeys followed. Now, very convinced of his grandfather's idea, Sukhwinder threw his hat on the floor but to his surprise, the monkeys still held on to all the hats.
Then one monkey climbed down the tree, grabbed the hat on the floor, gave him a slap and Said
"You think only you have a grandfather !!!???"
2) I PASSED FINAL THEORY TEST. pa was so shocked when i told him it was my 7th time doing final theory stuff. he disappointed at a stupid child like me.. sigh
3) i bet they dont come my blog so i shall just say it.aiyah i dont care. why the hell do pple keep insisting to add others on facebook? i talk abt my case. see. i add you alr, we dotn even talk at all so i delete you cos you are wasting space in my facebook. then you keep trying to add me back again. damn you. when i finally add again you dont do shit again. see your name on my facebook make me feel so -.- what the hell .... hahah
4) http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/hog_s_breath_cafe_vivocity/
i checked it out last time .there is half an article on me!! i am so touched the man wrote so much abt me... my actions are really that commentable. lol
2) I PASSED FTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
5) i am giving tuition and i feel v frustrated. how ... why am i such a bad teacher. i want secondary school kids.
6) yeah. i guess it is only a bday.
16. You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. x_x tsk..lol.
19. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool?
22. If a convenience store is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the door? (eh i did think abt that! YES. i am intellectual ^^ )
35. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
10/01/2009 01:07:00 AM
the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8Oys48r5CA&feature=related
the lyrics: http://www.musicsonglyrics.com/try-lyrics-asher-book.html
his voice so nice. and sincere and simple sounding. sianz how come some people can just sing so nice one sia .
my juniors treated me to 6$ movie and $3.50 lunch hahah super funny the way susu tell me is a treat from them.such thing only can come from runners hahaha :)
today evening i went to watch UGLY TRUTH with clar at goldclass! waseh.... 40 bucks for just damn comfortable chairs... -.- zzz the money gone like that so heart pain but ma pay so whatever lol. but the chair seriously damn shiok.
and i was thinking the girl really damn lucky this handsome nice doctor (who has damn nice apartment ::: ahahha) likes her. but i see why she eventually broke up with him .cos like , he really kind of too perfect alr. he is more of a poster boy. like skandar keynes. drool and go crazy at him on paper only. a person shld have flaws so that others can truly love him for who he is inside out.
final theory test tmr... i am so scared of failing that i might just pon this whole shit damn thing all together. just as how i have been doing for everything that matters v close to my heart. run away from it. avoid. dont give my best. pretend to myself and the world that it isn't that impt to me.. how- i really need to learn how to take rejection then i will be totally free of hurt
Friday, September 25, 2009
9/25/2009 04:25:00 PM
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NICOLE TAN SER HUI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.They may teach you something you have never done.They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.Your job is to accept the lesson,love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
a person comes to mind after reading each paragraph. all v close to my heart yet in different ways. quite agreeable yet debate-able but a good read
tmr will prove to be a challenging mornign O.O zzzzz. . . . . . exciting~ ^^
Thursday, September 17, 2009
9/17/2009 11:35:00 PM
"- cut her hair short, i watched the whole thing. she's psychotic but i guess ppl like her never really cared what others cared so it was a very easy thing for her to do. its a bob now so she says, 'My name is bobby now.' OKAY "
from janell. actually she is quoting herself.
anyway. i v stressed from teaching . need water. but to better news, i am going to scout for a bicycle tmr! in 5 years, i be scouting for a vietnam husband. because. i am getting old alr lahzxzx. shit.
the heart is too weak and broken to feel any hurt.
oh shit. today walking out of the road, i saw this rat. i think kena run over by car ah. WTFAKDJFAKLDFJ damn sick. gross. disgusting. cos like the stomach there kean cut open or what.then can see the intestines come out. really machiam worm shaped or what .damn sick sickcisciisksk. argh.
http://redsports.sg/2008/04/24/49th-inter-school-cross-country/ hmmm
Monday, September 14, 2009
9/14/2009 01:28:00 PM
ytd i had a damn bad headache.
and i had a dream. i dreamt that i was gng back to rj to train. and since i so long nvr go back,i forgot to do a lot of pre trng prep. then like when it was time for trng i suddenly rmbed them all .
ihavent tucked in shirt.
i forgot to change into my contact lenses (one of them broke in my rush so i was half bad-sighted - prob inspired by last time rj track trng when i rubbed my eye while running and the contactlens came out :o -.-)
i got lost in the school compound
i was not wearing socks
no watch
hair damn messy
i had to go to some damn SCARY place to get my trng shoes (eh when i say scary is really scary. i got a friend to follow me which is scarier because i hate implicating other ppl because of my probs)
i saw the bunch of runners alr at the field (mind me, it was a bunch of runners in the familiar colours but i could spot certain pple,or was it person?cant rmb, in particular) with queen&table standing there with the faces on my msn display pic
it was damn hell nightmare because i v often last time get dreams of being late for trng then i try to chiong there to make it in time but everytime my legs cannot move like damn heavy. and i v scared of queeny. walao so many mths alr but the terror still stays..... this is not good/
anw i got a tuition kid and she is damn cute. i will try to take a pic and put it up one day. hahha hopefully is not invasion of privacy or what. and more impt hopefully auntie kelly dont fire me before that x_x
Saturday, September 12, 2009
9/12/2009 03:29:00 PM
facebook twitter must change to blog one.
i think twitter damn mafan and dumb but nvm. i am 18 only once. ytd i put on make up to go out! because of yingchong but nvm.is a milestone in life because the last time was for sec4 prom.
today i am gng to west coast park and have bbq. lol got such a boring life .
Sunday, September 06, 2009
9/06/2009 10:59:00 PM
it was only ytd 9mths 5days later after we graduate from rj* that clar**** start to feel the love for rj* HAHAHA. congrats!!!!!! so proud of you :)
it is getting hard
is this how you want it to be
is this how it has to be
the birds that sang our song is losing inspiration
Sunday, August 23, 2009
8/23/2009 11:48:00 PM
"hey. ... do you have a dinner bag? ... ..i need for tmr night. ... i excited about tmr, .. Not dinner but meeting you leh."
. with an absolute FULL STOP. ;)
i dno what it is about anymore
http://www.fromsport.com/c-11.html
Friday, August 07, 2009
8/07/2009 12:55:00 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz31qzhswO0&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fhome.php%3Fref%3Dhome&feature=player_embedded
some supposeeedddlly funny shit.
you know coming online sucks cos you see the thing .it's in your hand's reach but.it's not for yours to claim.
like so near yet so far . that's why i hate using the computer now. ONE OF THE REASONS. (i use so long also get headache. computer is a claustrophobic thing) what is my limit?
Monday, August 03, 2009
8/03/2009 11:28:00 PM
even though we aren't on terms, don't any of you dare insult him in my face! i will turn my back to you and ignore you till .
the last time i came online was 28th july! aiyo .
anyway i had an eventful weekend. i met up with jolene,nic, rae on sat.
then on sunday i had my first official stayover at a friend's house. nicole tan house. (jan looks over and smile in happiness for my achievement because the stupid loser #*@()# defy parent orders and had her first stayover like 4 years ago) at pasir ris mrt and further .
we did the usual stuff that girls stayover do.
small clothes give to smallest girl(me. vicki kena pangsehed) present.
talk to malaysian(not singaporean) boy(not our one. nicole one) in australia ( :o skype so cool )
look at people on friendster
comment on friends eyecandys-who are other people's boyfriends and totally out of your reach boy-
look at pretty pretty girls
talk about eating
laze all over the house
get to know handsome champ.(WHARRRRT THE HELL. when i saw champ for the first time when i walked into those fateful doors, is like .o_o. wow damn pretty dog. but is boy so handsome)
ok i cant rmb what other normal stuff we did that can be paralleled to a normal girl stayover outing HAHA
then i went to watch colecole take out her braces and sHIT. life transforming moment. next time i will be the evil aunt that drags rachel and jan kids to the dentist to pull out teeth and not let it ownself drop. braces is a tormenting scary scarring process.
and HANGOVER. lolololoolflasdflkasjdfkasdjflkj every kid above 16 years old must watch this man. shitttttttttttttt damn funny. and fyi, dont watch with your girlfriend boyfriend or anyone similar esp if you are young kids . go watch ice age or smth with her/him. ok. no more shit. hangover is selit sia. good show.
about work, i .. hm. the exchange of smses i had with boss seems like a bidding farewell . it seems so to me lah . so....heh i dont know what to do about this situation... hmmmm ^^ and damn you commenters lah. 7 months 4 jobs, is nothing.i have heard better more itneresting stories so JUST BECAUSE I AM SOMEONE YOU KNOW THAT HAS CHANGED JOB DURING THIS HOLIDAY, stop saying i am fickle. commitment problem and all that shit.
i am home. and waiting for my first driving lesson tmr. aksldjfaskldjfasdklfj
anyway i came here to note down my presence on internet.
over the weekend i learnt that i was a student (IN JC ONLY) whose bag is very small and light, but confirm got jacket inside so during lesson can take out and sleep on it. i always thought i got a very heavy bag. then plus jacket and shoe bag that i cant squeeze into school bag. and like about 5 km worth of track stuff and sweat .ok 745pm. go home now.
today i suddenly had the thought of approaching you and asking if we could start all over.
shit man... why?
Friday, July 24, 2009
7/24/2009 05:19:00 PM
says:
you know when i run
says:
in future
says:
i envision me running with people
says:
trng
says:
like proper trng
says:
we warm up stretch, do the workout warm down strengthening stretch
says:
we sweat like siao
says:
curse trng
says:
but meet again 2 days later to do it all over again
says:
and i cant achieve that so which makes me really sad
says:
therefore i cant run
why, why....
many times as i lie on my imaginative inducing bed, i wonder whether my year will be for the better with you in it
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
7/22/2009 09:33:00 PM
george sampson
Monday, July 20, 2009
7/20/2009 09:03:00 PM
the writer in me has been stumped by you .
http://www.metrolyrics.com/leave-out-all-the-rest-lyrics-linkin-park.html
wah shit. i really cannot think of anything logical to type
Thursday, July 16, 2009
7/16/2009 06:21:00 PM
http://playonclick.com/Videos/?chr=all
http://www.watch-movies-links.net/movies/the_negotiator/
that is the NEGOTIATOR. good movie. but take so long to load :(
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
7/15/2009 12:53:00 AM
romania, iraq/ iran. influx of foreign workers to boost economy
7/15/2009 12:37:00 AM
it started out as a good evening... even with your 'hatred' and all that .
but damned my fears it got the better of me again.
now i am agitated all over.
this is my life and i will govern it however i want it. in the end, life all heads to the same direction. death . death. DIE. maybe soon one fine day God will stop giving me chances and tell me "game over" because i keep playing with death. so what shit does it really account to what i do now?! zzz XP
words of wisdom from MYF : no training means no results
i shld just run
Saturday, July 11, 2009
7/11/2009 12:44:00 AM
Don't you wake me from my dream nowI want you here by my sideAnd it won't be so when I am awake will it
This is as quiet as it getsHush down nowGo to sleepWe were once perfect me and youWill never leave this roomH H H HushYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsThis is the calming before the storm This absolution is always incomplete It's always bittersweetH H H HushYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsI wont make a sound so you don't wakeDon't wake don't wake you don't wake you don't wakeHush You color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsYou color my eyes redYour loves not live it's deadThis letters written itself inside out againWhen rivers turn to roads and lovers become trendsH H H Hush this is where it endsThis is where it ends http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeEgwXAyQCs
i especially like hte piano part.
have there really been cases when things happen and you never really find out why?even if it is within your human reach
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kYYuKbxa30 LOL.FRIENDS IS FUNNY :D
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
7/08/2009 02:58:00 PM
i was watching AYG and i feel it pulling at my heart's strings .so emotional -wrenching.... :( aw man, i was oozing with national pride . i think how camera men and all the IT ppl can capture certain scenes and put it together into a video-collage so nicely is very nice. i never get sick of it even though i watched it abt 3 times in the 2 hours i was watching ayg highlights =D "yay me"
and and i listened to the ayg song for four days in a row and never recognised the voice! lian kim's voice so niceee :)
but most imptly of this post, my friend asked me whether i know quah ting wen because he thinks that "she is quite pretty what " . woooots~
Saturday, July 04, 2009
7/04/2009 10:03:00 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDapeAuLgu4
finally saw it .
does it have to take that much to get someone to just stop for a while and realise you are there .just there waiting with all his affection laid down for nobody to see but you only
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
6/24/2009 10:25:00 PM
Things to Live by
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.
3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.
6. An excellent approach to housework is to sweep the room with a glance..
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. A person who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person.
9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of cheques.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.
13.Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a muffin in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.
25. It ain't the jeans that make your arse look fat.
26. If you had to identify in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved its full potential, that word would be "meetings."
27. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and mental illness.
28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.
29. You should not confuse your career with your life.
30. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.
31. Never lick a steak knife.
32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.
33. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.
34. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.
35. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that deep down inside we ALL believe we are good drivers.
36. Your friends love you anyway.
some are damn adfjaldkf hiliarious hahaha. my hands are getting random spasms from guitar geek hahh.
i told myself never to fall into it again anytime soon. i believed it will happen but no, now is not the time. i need to recover. but some idiot joker comes by and disrupt the balance i was struggling to achieve.
i rather copy a design 500 times than use computer to draw. like how i drew the excel sheet for duty roster last time than master the stupid microsoft excel
:(
i liek the start of al's noboundaries song
Monday, June 22, 2009
6/22/2009 04:22:00 PM
how can anyone be so random? (but now getting a bit repetitive unless he on pictures mood)2does everyone really need a direction a life? what if ,maybe, certain people are made to float around . most have a certain path they are on, and these random floaters are there to ....................help line the path with flowers. or something like that. ???3inevitable there will come a day they will think that he shld be hairless by now. he considering uni. he celebrating father's day.4haiiiiiiiiiiiyah. youknow i read from somewhere that living in this world, we will form relationships and "i am very sure you know that with relationships, hurt is inevitable, disappointment ...." why then can't people just forget about rship . it's innate for us to be reminded of the sad more than the good anyway right. ? lol k gp fail. it is human to need other humans to survive. anw honestly i am damn scared of confrontation but i also hope oneday i will meet someone thati will listen to- take a inpenetratable shield and damn confront me abt life. today feels like a go to the bridge day. whoo time for a runconclusionokay but valid qn here; is brooding about the past a self-pity activity or humane?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
6/18/2009 11:27:00 PM
fang
likes
hannah
montanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and joe jonas
but most of all, me! ME. tiffany tan.
today i helped two crescent girls with math. my first outside of school,church girlsschool friends.
omg. but damn uglily mental tired now. argh. like lose control of what i doing. like like after i run 12k kind of feeling . stop. i'm gna swar. (swar is new code worde for swear cos E is too far)
i .
must. watch my hannah montana soooooon.
hehheh i rmb lasttime someone asked me to plan outing and i spent close to 3 hrs trying to think of place to go .too free.
now i must go serve "moocha" (jap for green tea) , solve math as good as i can , study for stupid driving and -----
i must talk abt my beginner noob stage of waitressing:
-@hotmail.com says:
i dont take orders
-@hotmail.com says:
i serve tea, appetiser, clean table
-@hotmail.com says:
refill drinks
-@hotmail.com says:
sometimes v busy so they ask me to serve the main course
-@hotmail.com says:
then they say table number n " some stupid jap word "
-@hotmail.com says:
me : HUH? WTH?? *repeats the jap word damn weirdly*
-@hotmail.com says:
she say "some stupi jap word" again
-@hotmail.com says:
then i okok
-@hotmail.com says:
then go table and kuchani
-@hotmail.com says:
anyhow zam however i rmb my colleague told me the word lol
(and people actually knowledge what i say and repeat it after me. NICE. so proud of them)
i really hate learning all these jap words. sorry .... i hate learning jap. dklfjklasdfjaskdfjaklsdjfasdf
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
6/17/2009 12:59:00 AM
http://www.lyricsreg.com/lyrics/the+cab/That+70s+Song/ nice song but haiyah... bad lyrics. tsk tsk.
iamlegend, jamlegend.
today i became the champion of Rat Race after annabel left and janell at remedial. i attribute it to the school i was in 6 mths ago... (R--) whooo.
i saw my long end of the finger nail make a 90degrees bend. wah #*@()#!! it was painful. it was reflex to turn it back LOL so funny thinking abt it. whoa, i'm impressed at how strong my fingernails are. good healthy nails. good stuff.
first day of work tmr! please grant me patience..
Thursday, June 11, 2009
6/11/2009 10:40:00 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
6/09/2009 12:53:00 AM
i am done with bof. with absolution. no. more. korean.drama.
Monday, June 08, 2009
6/08/2009 12:44:00 PM
wah . i vomited the stuff ytd daaaaaamn sour. like acid like that. if acid tastes likethat. i could like visualise my throat the lining scrapped and bits of the skin dangling . here is a do you know moment
Did you know that when you vomit, tears and miucus are generated?
whywhy? like, make me cry until so liberally =/ wah but the sour taste is the ultimate. winner.
and ah. ryan is now 5. he acts damn big. but when i look at him from afar, he is actually very small.small sized. small little pixie. but he talk until v big. like he v big..... aiyoh.
i used to be able to run so much abt running
6/08/2009 12:48:00 AM
"i put on my cap of vice-captaincy."
21st june 2009. 4-6pm rj. thaddeus' 2nd anniversary memorial run.
followers of grace&norman, are you gng? msg me ah. thanks.
grace gave me my 1st task!i must do a good job, do her proud.
www.thaddeuscheong.blogspot.com
i foresee tonight to be a long night :( damn
Thursday, June 04, 2009
6/04/2009 03:02:00 PM
if lying will get my ass out of this shit
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
6/03/2009 11:34:00 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsZasAQJ06ITHSI IS THE SONG I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR. (the one that sound like the highschoolmusicalraindance song)"The miracle isn’t that I finished. The miracle is that I had the courage to start.”John Bingham, running speaker and writernice one.anyway. the previous post is not about me liking a guy and he liking someone. these relationship stuff ...i dont talk about them so openly :o
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
6/02/2009 12:22:00 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9coH3WGSkAU
SHIT. stop it. you know i was just thinking about how she might have been acting, feeling, thinking, speaking, msging and all before . how he went over to talk to her and tell her things will be okay. how hurt and confused she must have been feeling .
you know how painful it is to think about it? you know how hurting and disappointing it is? and how especially more so, demoralising it is? you have no idea. my insides ache like hell thinking abt it.
yet it is so difficult to pull your mind away from it .and then now another story.
damn.life doesn't end like this. troubles don't cease like that.
stop evading people's minds .go away bitch
it's so painful :( please stop it..
Friday, May 29, 2009
5/29/2009 01:35:00 AM
today i watched a boring show but something struck me
Love is not a feeling, it is an ability.
ohh...feel the cheemness~
(maybe i really do sound more down these days. i'm fine. affected by some shit but it's the same shit all the time and i do get on with life.so yes i'm fine. good. )
maybe there's truth to it, if things or people don't/can't/won't work out, then just avoid/ignore etc lo...... zz. I_I :*
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
5/27/2009 02:02:00 PM
what really matters to me,
now seem to cease existance
when i turned away from you i knew that was it.
waht does it take to have a better tomorrow?
Monday, May 25, 2009
5/25/2009 07:08:00 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PVWi-I4Uks
that's the song. this version of the song is so much better than the one that janell's friend send to her. nice one.
http://www.danbrown.com/novels/davinci_code/faqs.html
whoa. angels and demon is fantastic. super good show.it looks so real lah.doesn't look that fake. guess it's attributed to technology~ wah. it's really good. i must go check out his other books. this plot is like .whoo~ damn fun to talk abt it. come come, discussion
anw my dream is abt ....something so i prob wont forget it anytime soon. so i can talk abt it another day. i aim to finish boys over flower today. and i WILL.
5/25/2009 09:52:00 AM
this is . lol, a streak? maybe can win .
ytd i wanted to come home and proclaim 'wah, since friday, i've lost/disappointed/argued' with 3 people are very close to me. who mean a lot to me........
today the streak conts! 2 more.
is it really me? ytd my counsellor say it is. but DONT GIMME THAT.
cos your heart is on the floor and you need a way to come back. lol just kidding. i like that girls voice.. i . will never forget the day i went to captain grace's hse and got drunk on yi mian tang. which caused a series of events. and eventually having someone laugh at the way i sing.... wah. you scar me man. scar me real bad..
i hope i dont forget my dreams. i will talk abt them later. i got 10 min to reach hawparvilla lol.
hi caijing. you bullshit me all the time but i hope you enjoy reading runs end, running doesn't. you study in australia abt psycho for abt 2 mths alr right. analyse me leh. what's up with me?
Sunday, May 17, 2009
5/17/2009 12:44:00 AM
can you be so disturbed by something it becomes an extreme fear to you ?
5/17/2009 12:30:00 AM
you know the meaning of foreshadow? i look at this blog and read the previous post and it's how i see the meaning of it.
i first learnt of that word in sec4 when mbong went through the book ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE. how people's quotes became a foreshadow of the future.which were damn subtle i couldnt catch on. i thought it was just a play, it is bullshit. it cannot be real -
when i see the pretty little girl's photos in the vast greenery background i tell myself: i MUST stop. this is not fair. this is not right. this is not meant to be. this is what a "miracle" is. and stop i will.
...
when i close my eyes, it's you i see
......
i'm not alone, i'm not alone .
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
5/12/2009 12:28:00 AM
i ran to the collumbarium with dad. as i looked at the rectangles, i think to myself how sad it is to have your ashes alone in a box and not be accompanied by another person's ashes
those set of raisins are to be trayed in packets of six. you know how much it has been aching to look up at the sky?
Saturday, May 09, 2009
5/09/2009 03:44:00 PM
i'll take you for who you are
if you take me for everything
http://www.lyricsdomain.com/19/sick_puppies/all_the_same.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okjxe8VWQPo
acoustic version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3ObnWWdi40
for once i dont have a preference over the acoustic version~
i got a lot of things to do today. 1) eat dinner with smart people 2) make new ezlink card 3) buy garfield toy for mother. garfield very cute meh? =/ zz
btw. i got facebook. add me. tiffany tan.
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